當(dāng)一陣陣風(fēng),吹得我不自覺(jué)地要把外套裹緊的時(shí)候,當(dāng)抬頭看,頭頂不再是一片濃蔭的時(shí)候,當(dāng)曾經(jīng)孤寂的大道上落滿殘花的時(shí)候,我才從每天忙忙碌碌的生活中抽離,驀然間發(fā)覺(jué),原來(lái)秋早已經(jīng)悄然而至了。
When a gust of wind blows, I unconsciously want to wrap my coat tightly. When I look up, the top of my head is no longer a thick shade. When the lonely Avenue is full of flowers, I just withdraw from the busy life every day. Suddenly, I find that the original autumn has already arrived quietly.
13號(hào)是重陽(yáng)節(jié),遺憾的是不能飛奔出去和家人團(tuán)聚。我一個(gè)人站在學(xué)校的林蔭道上,看那些葉子陸續(xù)的被風(fēng)吹的被迫要離開(kāi)自己的馨窩,染上塵埃,歸于大地,再去等待來(lái)年的春暖花開(kāi)。世間生命又何嘗有無(wú)一不是如此……是的,生命是個(gè)循環(huán)不斷的圈,我們無(wú)力跳出這個(gè)圈。
On the 13th, it's Chongyang Festival. Unfortunately, I can't run out and get together with my family. I stand alone on the mall of the school, watching the leaves being forced to leave their sweet nest by the wind one after another, stained with dust, return to the earth, and then wait for the next year's spring. Is there any life in the world different from this Yes, life is a circle, we can't get out of it.
這些落葉歸根的枯葉,很自然的讓我感到一些悲傷,想起曾經(jīng)的人,曾經(jīng)的事,想起我去世了多年的爺爺還有現(xiàn)已年老的奶奶。
These dead leaves, which have fallen to their roots, naturally make me feel sad. I think of the people I used to be, the things I used to be, my grandfather who died for many years and my grandmother who is now old.
盡管當(dāng)年?duì)敔斎ナ赖臅r(shí)候我還很小,盡管我那時(shí)我并不懂事,曾以為他只是和我開(kāi)了個(gè)玩笑,當(dāng)他不過(guò)是在睡夢(mèng)里。可當(dāng)周圍的氣氛越來(lái)越凝重,感染到了我,仿佛爺爺再也不會(huì)醒來(lái)的時(shí)候,我不再笑了。可我卻沒(méi)有想其他人一樣痛哭流淚,不知道為什么,我哭不出……www.zuowenla.cn
Even though I was very young when my grandfather died, even though I was not sensible at that time, I thought he was only joking with me when he was just sleeping. But when the atmosphere around me became more and more dignified and infected me, as if Grandpa would never wake up again, I would no longer laugh. But I didn't cry like other people, I don't know why, I can't cry
此時(shí)此刻,當(dāng)我閉上雙眼也仍舊清晰的浮現(xiàn)出那時(shí)候全家人痛苦的神情,看見(jiàn)父親那扭在一起的眉頭,奶奶和母親哭紅的雙眼。我的耳朵里仿佛灌滿了家人的眼淚,時(shí)不時(shí)就在心里抽泣。我記得以前在鄉(xiāng)下的那間小平房里,小小的我走路都還搖搖晃晃的,爺爺奶奶便牽著我的小手,一步步的領(lǐng)著我向前。在那片一望無(wú)際的油菜花田里,已經(jīng)長(zhǎng)大了一點(diǎn)的我,像一只小蜜蜂一樣在一片金色當(dāng)中從東邊跑到西邊又從這頭跑到那頭,直到精疲力盡不剩一點(diǎn)力氣直直的躺在了花田里,等到回家就因?yàn)闈M身的花粉,被奶奶臭罵一頓,而爺爺呢,就坐在一旁看我的笑話,我記得他的笑,兩片薄的紙一般的唇一咧,露出一口黃牙,顴骨抬得老高,一張臉頓時(shí)間全都皺在了一起,那么丑。我曾為那笑感到生氣,感到無(wú)奈,也覺(jué)得反感,可如今呢……不管我如何做,如何想著念著,那笑都沒(méi)可能在出現(xiàn)在我眼前,哪怕是一次。從此,那種笑容,成了我最大的奢望,只有化作思念追隨他而去。
At this moment, when I close my eyes, I can still clearly see the pain of the whole family at that time. I can see my father's twisted eyebrows, grandma's and mother's red eyes crying. My ears seemed to be filled with tears of my family, and I sobbed in my heart from time to time. I remember that in the small bungalow in the countryside, I was still shaking when I walked. My grandparents took my little hand and led me forward step by step. In that endless rape field, I, who have grown up a little bit, like a little bee, run from east to West in a golden field, and then run from one end to the other, until I am exhausted and have no strength to lie straight in the field, and when I go home, I am scolded by my grandma because of the full body of pollen, while my grandfather, just sitting by and watching my jokes, I remember His smile, two thin paper like lips, showing a yellow tooth, cheekbones raised high, a face all wrinkled together, so ugly. I used to feel angry, helpless and disgusted with that smile, but now No matter how I do it, how I think about it, that smile can't appear in front of me, even once. Since then, that kind of smile has become my biggest extravagant hope, only turned into missing to follow him.
將思緒抓回的現(xiàn)實(shí),睜眼縱觀現(xiàn)在,我曾經(jīng)的小小天堂早就被遷移,那片金燦燦的油菜花田不復(fù)存在,而我與爺爺也只有天人永隔,我不知道這一切到底是怎么了,仿佛昨天,昨天我還是那個(gè)徘徊的花海的小孩,昨天爺爺不還在我的身邊朝著我笑。怎么了,這一切難道就在一夜之間翻天覆地了?
Take my thoughts back to the reality, open my eyes and look at the present, my little paradise has long been moved, the golden rape field no longer exists, and my grandfather and I are only separated by heaven and man forever, I don't know how it all happened, as if yesterday, yesterday I was still the wandering flower sea child, yesterday grandpa was not still around me smiling at me. What's the matter? Did all this happen overnight?
想到這些,我確實(shí)無(wú)法再忍耐,人們常說(shuō)這個(gè)世界上的最大的痛苦莫過(guò)于天人永隔,是的,那毋庸置疑的比錐心之痛更甚百倍,但可笑的是我們卻總在挑戰(zhàn)他的底線,總要等到站在深崖的邊緣在想起來(lái)要懸崖勒馬,我在電視上看到過(guò)一個(gè)廣告,是在節(jié)日里老人滿心歡喜準(zhǔn)備的一桌子的菜等著兒子女兒帶著孫女來(lái)團(tuán)聚,“叮鈴鈴……”第一個(gè)電話老人顫抖著拿起電話,那邊傳來(lái)兒子的聲音“媽,我今天開(kāi)會(huì)不回來(lái)吃了,就這樣啊?!崩先擞行┦胫€有女兒嘛,可緊接著,就是女兒的電話“媽啊,我?guī)氊惾コ耘E?,你自己記得吃飯啊!”老人似乎還想說(shuō)什么,可那頭早沒(méi)了聲音,老人只有顫抖著放下電話,那晚,老人獨(dú)自面對(duì)著無(wú)聲的電視度過(guò)漫漫長(zhǎng)夜……目睹這很多人已經(jīng)習(xí)以為常的的一幕幕,我心意千般萬(wàn)變的滋味都成心酸。尊老愛(ài)老不是只是口上說(shuō)說(shuō),他們真正需要的可能只是一家團(tuán)聚的一頓飯,或許他們時(shí)常會(huì)有很多嘮叨,但別忽視他的本質(zhì)是愛(ài),或許他們老了會(huì)忘記很多事,但唯一不忘的是愛(ài)你。
I really can't bear to think of this. People often say that the biggest pain in the world is the eternal separation between man and nature. Yes, it's undoubtedly a hundred times more painful than the pain of cone heart. But what's funny is that we are always challenging his bottom line. We have to wait until we stand on the edge of the deep cliff to remember to rein in the precipice. I saw an advertisement on TV that the old man is full of heart during the festival Happy to prepare a table of vegetables waiting for the son and daughter to bring their granddaughter to the reunion, "Dingling bell..." The first old man picked up the phone tremblingly, and there came his son's voice, "Mom, I won't come back from the meeting today, that's all." The old man was disappointed, but he thought about his daughter. But then, his daughter's phone number was "Mom, I'll take my baby to the steak. You remember to eat yourself!" The old man seemed to want to say something else, but there was no voice at that end. The old man only shook and put down the phone. That night, the old man spent a long night alone facing the silent TV Seeing this scene that many people have been used to, I feel sad that my mind has changed a lot. Respecting and loving the old is not just talking. What they really need is a meal for family reunion. Maybe they often have a lot of nagging, but don't ignore the essence of love. Maybe they will forget a lot of things when they are old, but the only thing they don't forget is love you.
望今后的每一個(gè)重陽(yáng)節(jié)所有的老人們都能夠樂(lè)享天倫,也盼望我們每一個(gè)人都能做一朵傲霜的秋菊,不為世俗所沾染,更愿歲月靜好,留住這個(gè)世界最純真的模樣。
I hope that all the old people in every Double Ninth Festival in the future can enjoy the happiness of Tianlun, and also hope that each of us can make an autumnal chrysanthemum of proud frost, which is not contaminated by the secular world. I hope that the years will be quiet and good, and keep the most pure appearance of the world.
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